1. |
When They Go High
03:03
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I’m not one to deceive
For me, the truth's a breeze
Fake for what and fake for who?
It ain't for you it seems
Look I didn’t stay in school
Cuz I had music dreams
Spitting to the point of making drool
You could view the streams
I’m into blue and pink
I’m not what you would think
Spanish si entiendo but the language, I don’t fluent speak
Rapping con los viejos they be praying 'bout if Luz can link
Lacking sentimientos cuz I don’t wait on a dude or ring
Friendship or move it, king
Mention me to your shrink
When I am presente, all eyes on me, ain’t no room to blink
She be telling gente all these lies and letting rumors leak
And she be like heh heh heh but I know that hoe won’t do a thing
Not into choosing teams
I know that she likes me, I can tell
I feel it through her jeans
1 hoe’s not enough, it won’t go well
I need like 2 at least
She left me to be all by myself
She said she's through with me
One month later I fucked someone else cuz I human needs
And that superhuman speed
Said she wants to make a tape
I shoot her with my lumix g
Said she’s mad she's gaining weight and how there ain’t no room for me
That ass so fat I ate the cake and now there ain’t no room to eat
Bridge:
Testing me, every day is the same
Let a motherfucker talk
Let ‘em say what they say
Fuck being told to stay in my lane
You should know that rock bottom’s where I stay, yeah I sank
Hook:
When they go high
I go low
When they go high yeah baby I go low
If they go high
I go low
I go low
I go low
I say no problem
Because I am the solution queen
Told I’m ill so often that it might just turn my mucus green
I am not at all like y’all I probably got a mutant gene
When I fix my lips to talk, it splits then starts quadrupling
In 2022 if you met me
I’d be holding someone’s key, doing a b-u-m-p
I would do it publicly
Then pay zero USD
Cuz everyone that fucks with me’s a fuckin fiend as you can see
If this music thing don’t work then I’m gon need a new plan b
But I rep CAMPXO for life, for me that is my true family
Got the tatted logo like it’s too late to remove the ink
If I don’t get this whole shit right then y’all may lose a true emcee
I cannot control myself whenever I get too angry
Life would be much easier if I had that down to a T
Anyone who’s got it out for me, to y’all I say
Fuck the bigger person, I'm the type of bitch to drop down to a knee
Bridge
Hook
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2. |
Run With It
02:36
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I never had it like they had it
never had it like they had it
So I had to make it happen (Never)
Verse 1
Todos mis amigos say they love me
Feel like I seen as many needles as a drug fiend
I done met so many people in the club scene
People that all act like they lead a life of luxury
Never trust the people that I meet in this industry
Even if it’s family and we bleed in the same blood stream
We are not a family when competing it’s no us thing
Call me lumber jack way they seen the way I cut trees
I’m a little player I don’t know what being cuffed means
Men like my raps and the women like my cuffed jeans
I’m a snack but I only give a crumb piece
Wanna do a track? you should know that it won’t come free
And no more pills
Just some water in my cup please
I’m way hotter than y’all thought y’all want some sunscreen?
Bitches bothered, turn their caras into kush green
You know ima get it if I wanna cuz i’m the queen
Hook:
Uhh
I wanna see you come with it
Be real, be raw, be one with it
Uhh
I want to hear that uhh in it
Wanna feel
That drop
That punch in it
Uhh
You don’t wanna see me come with it
Cuz when I move, they move, they run with it
Move, move and jump with it
I wanna see you move, move and jump with it
Verse 2:
Like Dracula you bite
Like tell me are you really rapping what you write?
Just because you write don’t mean the rap you do is right
When the writing sounds like raps that I wrote back in junior high
Bummy skill
While my skill is suit and tie
Fifteen in 2012 and on my music grind
There was nothing else on earth I
wanted more than music time
You could call me stupid but I know that’s code for stupid nice
Or Smooth, charismatic
You could never be annoyed at it
Working till i cannot hear the sound of all my joints cracking
Coin stackin, I was always sending every boy packin
Had to keep the focus on not being unemployed rappin’
Going at it, at it
Like an addict
Stamina, put effort in whatever they were lacking
What I had was never better but much better than they had it
Nothing handed to me ever so I had t make it happen
I never had it like they had it
never had it like they had it
So I had to make it happen (Never)
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3. |
Even Steven
02:41
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Verse 1:
Girl you can keep your man and all
Do the marriage thing, raise a kid, y'know have a ball
To be honest, I’m not even mad at y’all
But you’ve been seeing say things about me and I ain’t that involved
Like girl
We’re supposed to act adult
Why are you even trippin' 'bout a woman that he hasn’t called
With your fists up, looking like you bout to brawl
This is just like opening a wound and then adding salt
God damn
Now I know you’re insecure
But you best be careful what you’re wishing for
I am not a name you want to drag into the mud cuz I’ll go kickin doors
You could have your beef, I’ll bring the kitchen forks
Let me lay it out for you, this is your vision board
Ain’t no future if I’m in it you’ve been misinformed
Throwing hands, ima do it till your fit is torn
All this for a man I ain’t pursuing
Please forgive her lord, bitch is bored
Hook:
Girl wait now hold up, I don’t need him
(Girl, you know I don’t need him)
I don’t know where he goes, I ain’t seen him
(Oh no? But you know the hoes seen him)
He keep asking for a kiss but I won’t lean in
(So? bet you he be wishin' I would lean in)
Girl I wouldn’t trip
I would leave him
Fuck all that shit
Get Even Steven
Verse 2:
Girl screw that man
Crazy cuz I never even screwed that man
You’ll find nothing if you ever scroll through that gram
Shady mfer like who's that man?
Girl I’m fruity like the toucan brand
So before you go talking to me, best review that plan
You must be off your rocker loonie tryna do that crap
Cuz if you watched what he was doing, you would do that back
And you would do that back like two fold (two fold)
Always knew that man had two phones (ooo lord)
But you move and act like you know (you know?)
So that’s too damn bad that you don’t (move forward)
The day before today, were you born?
Cuz I know by now he gave away his true form
And you're ready to drown about a drink that’s lukewarm
You shouldn’t be proud of the mistake to choose war
Do more baby
Hook
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4. |
Love/Hate
02:08
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Inconvenient, that's the word that you're looking for
Comedian, good at what you've been putting forth
The teeniest thing could set you off easily 'specially when it is me looking good with your
Friend that you think is a deviant hookup or
Your pushing cart
Idiot
People are different depending on who they are with
You're too fucking sure
You wanna know me then book a tour
Immediate-ly
Until then patience is running thin and you could forget about getting any of that leniency
I have got ears in all places if for one second you think you could BS me
Better think again 'fore this shit turns in something straight out of a book by Stephen King
You tryna tryna pretend sleep
Acting like I don't even breathe
You could hate me for as long you want to because I'll be a deep memory
Love
Hate
Love
Hate
Love & Hate
You tell your new chums my last steps
I heard that your new plug's a fast text
It's taken
Control of
Your hatred
And motives
But I know that you love the madness
Say you like to keep all the shit in
Well, you should chew Tums for that mess
I keep it open
Like keys in bowls and
You're really not too tough to access
You mustn't act stressed
Do ya get mad when I
Do what you can best
You come to chat
Get removed from the chat list
You dug your trap
Now you dump the casket
Soothe all your wrath with a fruit covered basket
Proof I've been stabbed
It's like whodunnit happened
Cue the footage
I want you to look at it
The beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, tragic
Mutual havoc
You do to me
Do to you
Do you feel terrible?
Around you, I look like I'm a dare devil
Redder than paprika
Poppin' like an air vessel
Letting this ship sink enough to get your hair wet so
I'd kindly watch what you convey
Try to show off some true constraint
2 is fine, 3's a crowd
But we got room for love and hate
Love
Hate
Love
Hate
Love & Hate
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5. |
Watch Your Back
02:59
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Verse 1:
My system’s wrecked
I went out with my sis but my sis just left
After she exited with close fists, pissed, she sent
A text saying "little sis take a Lyft instead"
Then I thought about my phone
What if it was dead?
Or like what if the way home I go is incorrect?
And to be honest in no way do I mean disrespect
But how do you manage to trip enough to dip out when
You came with your baby sis? See the disconnect?
See the cup in my hand, if it’s mixed with meds
She left me drunk with a man and his six of friends
Who put their tongues in a can of an elixir blend
So when they touch you they can give a kiss and then
You get your lipstick and
You got your perfume on
You give a kiss to them
Don’t got a curfew long
You’re not a risk to them
Less fight in her means more gifts to them
Hook:
I got your back
Long as you got mine
Watch your back
If you don’t watch mine
Watch your back
Then when you walk by
Watch your back
You better watch your back
x2
Verse 2:
Lucky for me, I have a friend to phone
“Lucy are you out your mind? How are you getting home?”
Well this friendly gentleman who I have never known just-
“No no Lucy, I am on my way. Don’t tread alone”
I am not alone
“Wait outside with him then if you want
But he is not to take you anywhere you cannot go
And when I pull up you better be there, I’m getting close
What I’m telling you, this dude better prepare to tell his bros”
And that was the end of the road
She picked me up and he got mad we didn’t get to bone
I don’t know what I’d do without someone dependable
If the situation escalated and got sexual
One minute I’m in the club
The next, I’m getting told
That my sister got a ride home so I should get my own
I don’t think that I’m wrong but I don’t tell soul
The bond we got is lifelong 'till she forgets her role
Hook
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6. |
Nowhere
03:38
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7. |
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Verse 1:
We're talking again
I feel unwelcome
The ambience is ice clear
I felt the stained glassiness of my tears I felt ya
Clammy grip while I weirdly held ya
I had said that I'm here to help ya
Eyes were red your life fears had swelled up
Inviting death and I nearly yelled but
The time wasn't right to hear me yell cuz
I thought it wasn't gonna make a difference
Chasing different dreams while we flourished
But the second you said it kinda
stayed encrypted placed a shift of ease in our current
Situation, didn't put the
Energy in that you should've
Desperately did I desperately did what I could to make the memory a good one
But then
But then there was a "but then" and anticipation went onto Halloween
Less invitations following apologies
I was sick of waiting, you forgot my qualities
And that was indication of problems honestly
But I didn't say shit
You thought I didn't wanna speak
But for your fucking information
That shit meant a lot to me
For awhile it was prolonged for weeks
For awhile I really got no sleep
So the deja vu, and the strain, and the fighting
aren't the greatest combo of the 3
Bet you're relieved you don't gotta go to me
It's stress relieving to dodge unwanted pleas
And get to leave when you want with lotta ease
But that's exactly how I never wanna be so
I'll stand up when you call
I'll stand up when you call
Clear light
Clear light
When you call
Clear light
Clear light
When you call
Ooooh
Ooooh
When you call
Clear Light
Clear Light
When you call
Verse 2:
I went through the roughest patch
You picked me up
And I slept in your car
You drove me out to the boating docks so to lift me up but I wept in your arms
You were stiff, we hugged like we just met at the park
I made a remark that was marketing my death
It must've scared you cuz
Ever since then, you haven't thought to hit me once while apart
And yes okay I said change
Could do a number on us if we let it
At the end of the day you caved
Don't complain when all the bits are where you left them
Ha put no energy in
Shit
Got my temper freeing
Watching my moves, like you're refereeing
It's really no wonder your friends are fleeing
One holiday I didn't get to see ya
Now you're in your head you start to get ideas
That I don't invite you when you never leave ya
Own house at all, I gotta check you're breathing
Otherwise I feel you'll end up being
Too in denial and much less agreeing
Upset? of course I'm upset you're bringing
A ton of stuff up that's dead, Jesus
I'm blunt it's not the same as inconsiderate
Don't confuse the 2 as synonyms
I'm not sleeping much either but you wouldn't know cuz you haven't been listening
Yeah just imagine you listening
I can't imagine that shit in my
Head that's a trip, that's a look at the map, that's a knock on the door, that's an avenue visit man
Relief is the least of my worries
And my world is topsy-turvy
And all I wanted was for my friend to be
Right there with me on the journey
And I could still see it happening
The both of us speaking overtly
Just give me the time and the place, i'll meet you have halfway
I might even be early
Hey Hey, I'll tell you my problems
And shine on the light on
I see clearly
Hey Hey, I'll tell you my problems
And shine on the light on
I see clearly
I'll be there for you
When you want the truth
I'll never lie to you
Forever and a day
I'll be there for you
When you want the truth
I'll never lie to you
Forever and a day
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8. |
Lost In The Light
03:17
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CHORUS:
The sunlight
The night life
The wind blowing
Through my eyes
Through my eyes
The tears
They started to dry
They were falling
Now they’re gone
I was crawling
Now I’m lost in the light of the sky
Verse 1:
Push the button for the sun roof
Play that song I like
Y’know that one tune?
Yeah I said “again”
What’s new?
I’m a free butterfly
Out the cocoon
Told them people I would come soon
Never leave on time
That’s what it’s come to
Never overthink or assume
It might be just like a dream come true
And I need the right company
To feel fine
I’m out and then I’m in, I’m a thrill ride
I’m up and then I’m down, driving around the hillside
Tryna get out of town
Got an hour, let’s kill time
No I don’t know where to go
And I don’t know how we’ll get there
All the highs and the lows, when i’m on the road
I’m less scared when there’s...
CHORUS
Verse 2:
My old red Honda got us 'round for awhile
Old vehicles really pull through
Guess the older the better
Pedals broken in already I remember I thought it was foolproof
90 when we speed up with an open moon roof
A new-founded freedom when I chose to move roofs
Might lose route along the run
But remember where we’re from though so we never truly lose roots
Summer days jobless, ha you remember that?
All those days hot en mi Caza we’d spend them at
Dust in our pockets, lots on our denim pants
Papa is telling me I gotta call when I get a chance
No I don’t know how we’re getting back
Or if we’ll ever get it back
I just hope that ahead the path
Is never bad and as blessed as...
CHORUS
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9. |
Hustle
03:35
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Hook: Staying up late
Playing the game
I hustle night and day
I hustle my life away
That’s how you play
That’s how you stay
in this Hustle night and day
You hustle your life away
Verse 1:
Shouts to the chicks that are working a 9-5
I’m working a 9-6
Barely got time to write
Feel I’ve been working my life to bits
If I don’t put time aside
Then what does it matter if I can spit?
The kinda work ethic idolized
By everybody that likes the rich
I’m a survivalist
And i’ve been microchipped
Cuz how the hell can a sane person
do this type of shit
Without the help of addy, percocets, or vicodin
And now my health is actually worse than how it might’ve been
A million rivals and they all look like my twin
Get em a knife and bet they’d try to skin me alive for rent
My humble opinion is that if I don’t get right my life will end
And I’m a dumb idiot not to decide the price that I will spend
So I pretend
To know why and when
Sit in my office, go to my home, and then arrive again
Picking my pockets, hoping a bone will be what I can get
Until I’m content
Or Till I regret
Verse 2:
Pondering all the possibilities
Like what if I quit right now then walked right out the building would I feel relief or feel defeat?
What if they say they can raise my pay? Would it fulfill my needs?
And what if I make the same mistakes and waste my skills to be
Someone I’m not, someone that’s somewhat a fraud, someone officially
Stuck in a spot, youngin becoming a boss but I just feel complete
Numbers of shock, whenever juggling lots over the billions weeks
Running the job, now when I run it’s a jog and I can’t feel my knees
Trouble ahead, wish I could jump into bed, missin the pillow sheets
Fun isn’t meant for
Someone in debt
It bewilders me
Because a percentage of all the funds that I get
Don’t go into me
So what can be said? Luckily nothing I guess
Don’t know sympathy
So I suffer silently
like a puppet tied to string
I can’t move my eyes to blink
And don’t use my mind to think
Expiring
I must continue to do what makes it so that
I can rap and I can sing
Which tonight would be
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10. |
Before The Show
02:12
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Verse 1:
Lately I’ve been aggro
Hate being an adult
Maybe it’s to do with what I'm taking in these capsules
Or maybe it’s the moves that I go making in the shadows
That make me shake awake ashamed to break away from battle
Wading with a paddle
Knees caving and I’m fragile
It’s as if the water keeps on elevating as I travel
Draining me, making me shallow
Or crazy, wacko.
Hook:
The feeling is strong
I feel it coming on
Coming on and on
On and on
And the feeling is wrong
x2
Verse 2:
My laces must be untied
Behaving like I’m one eyed
Abrasive how I come off
I’m braver when I’m supplied
It’s lame how I can’t just like
Hang with y’all cuz sometimes
I’m anxious and it rubs off
Evading every upside
Made it into July
Afraid that it’s just July
Like this might be the last time
I’m bathing in the sunlight
Days’ll say their buh bye’s
Faithful till the plug’s dry
From a person to an angel, but why?
Hook:
Before the show
(Before the show)
I’m mixin, taking more and more
And they don’t know
Before the show
(Before the show)
I get so high the faces from the stage are too low
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11. |
Ragdoll
03:10
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Scrubbing, washing, rinsing
Rinsing, scrubbing, washing
Washing in the tub, I'm wincing
Flushed from all the love not gotten
Broad, she calls me princess as she brushes off my knots and problems
“Bitch is there a problem? cuz I promise how I'm brought up, better not be problems”
Propping me up topping product, product onto product
Soaked like Carrie when they brought her to the prom as just a project
Projecting her feelings onto me,
her confidant in conflict
Soap and water in my socket but don't let her spot a droplet
“You gon’
You gon’ cry?”
No, I do not seek solace
Or the smallest attention I can get
I'd soon be scalded
I know your sand paper feeling fingers want me movie polished
That's why you scrub envy out of little girls who too, seem olive
Bog my head
Sour, bratty
We don't own a shower caddy
So everything's where I am, on the edge
Touch something I shouldn't
You say do that shit again
I ain't come this way to be your friend
Hook:
I scream
She pulls
She grabs
I'm weak
I don't
Look back
She want a rag doll
She want a rag doll
She want a rag doll
She don’t love me at all
Verse 2:
She says “we got company honey” hurriedly
She had no idea that they were coming in early
So she goes outside to greet them, put my knees up I'm curling
Waiting for her return as the cold water is eating thoroughly
Through my thick skin
Unworldly
Is the wait I'm currently in
So I get up
Should I sit myself down waiting again or should I let up?
How many people do you know can get second chances
Cuz if it's real then where do I need to go and can I get one?
I think I just got her blood pressure way raised
She comes back, she says
“I told you to stay placed”
She thinks I think she thinks that it's fucking fun to play games
Screaming while she's heaving, pulling me out then the shame came
Naked
on the floor can't take it,
Make it
Out the door
I’m shakin’, achin’
Dragging me by my hair
Guess what, now she's causing major breakage
Pain is bad enough can't even get away with fakin’ they can
See me ducking eyes while they get
something from surveying mayhem
And everybody just stares
I'm so out of body I don't think I was there
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12. |
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Hook:
I’m who she’s counting on
Her moral support
She’s been around a lot of
Horrible sorts
I’ve been warning ya
Warning ya
But I failed you when he
Tore into ya
But you don’t know that it’s
Important do ya
Not according to you
Not according to you
I’m most needed at the moment (moment, moment)
You gon need me at the moment (moment, moment)
Verse 1:
I hop on with you on the merry go
Say things differently when i'm around you to sugary coat
Make you sing along and make you think that i can carry notes
Make you think i'm strong
Teach you all the necessary ropes
Only heard i cared about you through a secondary source
I got dirty laundry i've been washing so i'm airing clothes
Watch me miss the change of age and flesh that's on your very skull
As I make everything about me you make honorary roll
And I have a got a role
You're my shadow's mold
Falsify the truth
Everyday i'm told no one's more qualified than you
Follow me around, follow i did too
Have to tell myself i'm training you to stand in solitude
And not to lean too much and to use caution
Cuz the way that I see it there's 2 options
I could be the unknown, an obtuse concept
Or could be the hum tone to your new conscience
Hook
Verse 2:
What of it after
If it's not love and laughter
And people start breaking your heart
And you don't like one of my answers
And though I tell you this to comfort you, i'm unsure if that works
Cuz you can tell that i'm unsure by the bunch of unstructured patterns
My routines have been falling in
Calling in sick and calling it quits
Long ago we lost novelty since then you've been watching me slip
You say for once why can't you just
responsibly live
So you can realize when i'm down you have to constantly lift
Cuz I need you to not leave
But I feel that i've failed
There’s places I could not reach
There's things you haven't taught me
Guess there's no harm in starting
Be your back bone, be your back brace,
Back then, hadn't backed you, went back ways
Retold it and rewrote it, had to backspace
But today we're coming back home and I think we'll be back safe
I’m most needed at the moment (moment, moment)
You gon need me at the moment (moment, moment)
X2
Support
X5
Hook
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13. |
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Lucy Camp - Protective (Produced by Glass Meadow)
Verse 1:
Jump to conclusions
If I'm late when I'm given a time
You jump to conclusions
If it's late and I don't hit your line
You dump your confusion
In a rage becoming livid tryna
Debunk the illusion
I'm a saint who's just been christened
To be blunt, this intrusion
Of no faith's inviting distance
Got me lumped, in a fusion
That you made from slightly twisting
What I'd done, evolution
I would change but by the image
There was none, you would choose if what you'd take was kindly given
And because, I'm full of angst and completely attitude driven
It's so easy to get you mad right when i’m up and I'm at 'em and I'm living
It irks you badly
It irks you badly
Don't know the meaning of resistance
Assert your boundaries
Assert your boundaries
Yet intervening in my business
Space
Can I get it?
Ima need it
Gotta have it
Space
Verse 2:
Run away
With no blueprint
That's a hard one to devise
I escape
With no blueprint
It just might be my demise
I must wait
Before movement
Wait before my time's denied
Leave no trace
What my truth is
So a lie's the right disguise
I feel hate
I'm translucent
Quick to write what I despise
Rest my case
Talking to him
Just won't do shit
Why'd I try?
It's a shame
Have to do this
Take soonest the line of flight
And then let loose and less assuming of what suits the eyes of guys
Life's a chase
Find a pace
Stick to it
Slice of cake
Then risk looking stupid when it switches
Got some pie in face
You're just mad cuz you aren't benefiting
in the slightest way
And you can't sit me at the television in that mindless state
Like you always would
Like you always did when it
Wasn't going good
I was always limited
While they always could
I always couldn't give
I always couldn't give
I always couldn't
Always couldn't give
Wasn't ever able
I thought by now you'd see god didn't send an angel
I thought by now you'd see I left the cradle
So you don't get to say no
You don't get to say no
You don't get to say no
Bridge:
The world it keeps rotating
I'm keeping people waiting
To them i'm of no matter
Feel just like fungal matter
You think i'm speaking crazy
If I don't leave I may be
Hate running from my captor
But I'll do what I have to
Your hands they hold onto me too tight
Won't let me leave your sight
I'm gonna lose my mind
Your hands are doing more wrong than right
I'm thinking that it's time
I start to live my life
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