Virago [Mixtape]

by Lucy Camp

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1.
M.I.T.W (Music Is The Way) - Lucy Camp Run from the law Are you coming or not? That's the kind of thing I need to know now Fuck what you want Taking that tone like you're ready to get thrown out Stuck in a spot I ain't 'bout to do the whole confetti but a showdown Worry 'bout your little petty pronouns I ain't 'bout to worry about something I'm not Not, definitely There's no other way to put it delicately I paid my price wrote the check in quickly Yeah you got money but look extra guilty Dirty rich bitch might've felt so filthy Melt the Milky Way, felt so silky The world in my hand like I held it pristine The option to sell I could sell the buildings The world Hello would you like to break me? Well you're a derivative baby Ticklish, diminutive, and shaky This is indicative of a minimum maybe I'm in it to make it and I'm waiting If I win it and take it am I saving Any kid with a wit and a nice placing? I admit I'm a bit surprised facing Living a life of "I hate me", strangely Giving them eye, I'm blind daily, faintly I don't know why I might get so angry What kind of a lie did I make? I'm making Execution, death Just cuz I run out of breath doesn't imply that I'm not so ready to set The death threat the dead to dead debt no depth effect yet You wanna feel what I feel when I'm left? I don't appeal not ideal to the theft I'd like a meal ima kneel to the chef What a deal what a steal on the real I'm impressed Move, you got a lot of veal on your vest You don't talk to the famille (familia) you're a guest It don't matter 'bout the heels or the dress Demand real respect I run from the law when I love it is wrong I do what I need she does what she wants Dumb and a broad, when I'm done you applaud Better come you are not, gonna run You are not Gonna jump, trust me I'm nothing you thought Got your little tongue tied got your tongue in a knot Young and I nod, nod, nod, shrug and I yawn bitch Think you might've just messed with the wrong chick Oh wait yeah check it out mosh pit Costed Off with the clothes that we shoplift Often Caution your shit's soft it's complicated Oh we talk communicated, yeah I lost but I'm not hatin at least I was nominated You were not even a single thought that made it Chick I taught you, graded The shit I bought you, save it Do not believe a wobbly chick I know you hesitated So wrong, how come I waited So long, I even made it Your song, from all the things I made you do I only made you more strong When you fall nighty nighty Looking all high and mighty You call yourself so pristine that's what you call tidy whitey I don't like when you don't like me I don't take that shit so lightly You fist bump me then bump my shit must be nice I spit politely
2.
"Grey" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: Live as an adult, look at that I ain't been the one to be to look at that I don't even know what a book bag is, no I can't tell you where the book is at But I can tell you where to look a man up and down, until you put him back on ground Yeah one time mom was mad, no dad, her hands, she shook a man No man she said has good in him But my dad has the whole neighborhood in him Too strung up on that foot of sin, I hate it when you talk about what could've been Cuz it's not, it's different from your lot We are no hoodlums, what you got is just so good and I'm just so caught in what you're cooking em Wait 'til we get to meet a tattoo, it's a permanent fundamental taboo We're so determined to be getting in and at you Hope you feel the burden of a verse with no value You mean nothing, we mean nothing, who am i to count you I'm the biggest thing that's coming, be the biggest thing without you Chorus: You leave us for clowns You leave up for down Grey color the sky, sky Someday you're gonna find, sun rays don't really shine I grey colored the sky, down down down You leave us for crowns Money and all them gowns Grey color the sky, sky Someday you're gonna find, sun rays don't really shine I grey colored the sky, down down down Verse 2: Mother nature, she mutters nature Not no muffin oven maker We said we won't love a baker Bread ain't hard to make so why waste time waging on other labor? You hate what I love to savor, taste a bowl reluctant favor, taste your soul disgusting flavor Man you're so disgusting, later We just all discussed it, traitor Don't know why you lust to break her, you're the one who lust to make her I cannot just stuff it if there's one thing that I must convey(er) Something I believe in, you know very well I trust a hater Found you, yeah you just found you Lose, I'm 'bout to show you how to Choose, something big as house and boos Ditch that liquor, douse the shoes You don't need that house of blues you live in I'll announce the news All your friends and all your family they all look so proud of you Chorus: You leave us for clowns You leave up for down Grey color the sky, sky Someday you're gonna find, sun rays don't really shine I grey colored the sky, down down down You leave us for crowns Money and all them gowns Grey color the sky, sky Someday you're gonna find, sun rays don't really shine I grey colored the sky, down down down Verse 3: Damn I think I outed you, I don't know what now to do I see your face upset but I'm confused as to how you knew I guess I'm just as loud as you Guess I'm just confounded too Doubted me, i doubted you I loved you like the mouth I grew Loved you like the fountain youth Loved you like the outcome you would have become without me who needs someone without boundaries, you Shouting through the busty window frowning at the howling moon I guess I'm your surrounding nothing more than a dismounting roof
3.
"2 Cents" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: Put dirt on all your cuts, to say my walk is killer's like a murder when i strut And I don't want to kill her no i work her just enough But this stuff is like gorillas when I hurt her in my bluff I got a purpose in this stuff, gotta grade my own assignments Open up these stitches and escape my own confinement Open up to bitches who do hate my own enticement You notice how she twitches when she's faking her excitement? I know I'm no expert, slices of a cake Don't even got a network, divided in the states But I feel a little effort, to ride along the way Can get the light of all the day, to come to rise among the shade See they got it all wrong thinking tightness is the gate Sizes are the fate of where their prizes come to gape His mind is in a state where it is like him just to take But a man who runs a world should know a hymen doesn't break Chorus: Love from the best, learn through a lover's preface Holdin onto daddy just cuz it gets mother jealous It's what I do, it's what I do best There ain't much value to some words and that's why they call it two cents (x2) Verse 2: It goes uppity, down It strings a puppetry frown I think then suddenly, everyone is jumping around Fighting for custody, they are looking at me and towns You know, luckily she never got an ugly gown Cuz see the duckling did what the duckling felt Shouting for her babies she always has something to yell Guiding the babies through the quiet hope the suckling helps And if it doesn't well my dad he be buckling belt Come on muscles and wealth You got a little girl pregnant, on her knuckles she knelt That ain't even the last segment, talking double the dealt Double the mortgage, double the care, double affairs, you know that double is hell He went away, I wonder if he bust out of jail The last time I ever put my trust in a male He put my young up for sale, Said I'd be punished and failed This is our secret baby girl so you run with the tale Chorus: Love from the best, learn through a lover's preface Holdin onto daddy just cuz it gets mother jealous It's what I do, it's what I do best There ain't much value to some words and that's why they call it two cents (x2) Verse 3: Here he comes, he's coming With some new fresh honey Got that loose end money Said if you left honey, it would be so bad for you, cuz you'd be coming back to me and I would make you magically regret it ever happening Regret you running When I sent you running And I let you buddy up and let you study Wanna rescue puppies and caress you money When you told me you were honest god bless too funny
4.
"Astray" -Lucy Camp Verse 1: I don't wanna be the one to tempt him, give him all attention, make him think I meant him, then sit Watch him grounded in tension, oppression I need to put an end to this friendship, then split Dear, why the when, oh what I said slipped Sped skipped, into another direct hit My bed flips, did you see the color? It spread quick Like head trips, all I need to cover is dead lips and dead hips Saw him in the "sad again" entrance Could barely see a tack of resemblance He said it was all bad what had happened to vengeance Damn you should know my habit's bad in attendance I like to think I'm mad independent, they put me onto trial yeah my man's the defendant And I'm the offended, I'm not accused but I'm packed with resentment Chorus: You just want an arm to grab (I don't want you) You just want a heart to have (You don't want me) You don't like my art I'm glad cuz You don't want a part in that (x2) Verse 2: Run to him, run to him, friend with him Then you forget why you're friends with him Fuck a friend who's a bread winner, bred with him He's got the breath of a bred when you french with him "Trust no one" is quite a threat to him When you lust some much its life set to him Honey just one touch is like head to him So go ahead and head to him See I don't need an extra limb If I wanted it I wouldn't have just left it grim I said i wanted focus but i fed the whim And I said i wasn't open but I let him in Yeah I let him in, door wide open and his sweat to skin You and I both are like a pet to sin And we like to kiss doubt from the neck to chin How could I be so negligent (x4) Chorus: You just want an arm to grab (I don't want you) You just want a heart to have (You don't want me) You don't like my art I'm glad cuz You don't want a part in that (x2)
5.
"Virago" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: You ever feel your hair receding? And the gripping of your hand cuz you don't care for bleeding much So the stares, receiving such of it's embarrassing to clutch And you feel married to someone who is embarrassing to touch It's like you're inheriting their plunge You jump I jump we're preparing for the lunge Yet I'm scared to see you run, if you jump and I don't jump who gets buried for the stunt? I'm thinking parenting is tough To be sharing what you're swearing is enough It's repairing what you scuff, it's comparing both of us To a very open rough patch, carried in the mud To hate who you are for declaring who you love Chorus: Virago so stigmata Stick, so little, lot of Flick is all I do I leave it's me I'm all I got I'm all I see I'm all I spot I'm all I need I'm all I'm not I fall, I bleed I fall, I'm caught up In this thing I'm all I gotta Verse 2: And what you think about that cradling position? With your ladle in the dishes Little wages in addition, duck a table when he's fuckin little ladies in your kitchen But I never scream once, so stable my condition 'Bout uh seventeen months since the hateful proposition Look into these hazel eyes enable broader visions Lick you to your naval, eyes fatal in collision Wanna rid yourself of fable guys, labels, and decisions I know what you just say you like, say I'm wrong, say you're right You and I like day and night but I don't feel I play the light In fact I think my shade is bright, Not many would've gave their life You need one I had tons simple so I gave you mine Out of nowhere crazy like, tellin me I pay no time But when I have the money you be yellin at me "wait in line" Flash me red or green or something yellow to me say the sign Cuz I can't stand the mellow moody motions of the same old ride Chorus: Virago so stigmata Stick, so little, lot of Flick is all I do I leave it's me I'm all I got I'm all I see I'm all I spot I'm all I need I'm all I'm not I fall, I bleed I fall, I'm caught up In this thing I'm all I gotta Verse 3: Better shut up, boy I'm on the come up I don't know what you've been thinking, poison got your dumb up You be begging to me, crying to me Boy you are a suck up Ima give you every chance, don't you disappoint a fuck up Now you missed the point no luck in what you do It's so easy when you suck him and its new I don't, I don't, do it so you say you will not too But I think I know you better than uh you
6.
"One, Two" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: I'm the sickest, i hear these voices in my head and you hear crickets I've seen the choice of all your friends, a bunch of bigots That boy don't want your bed he wants what's in it Little ploy he's got a gimmick and you are going to give it Yeah you may hit him in the groin but it's a ticket to him don't get too particular about the way you lick it He likes it when you take your time, likes it when you say a rhyme, likes it when you like to make it wicked Fuck I hate my hand it's much too timid The touch you give it is enough to cut religion Straight out of my unconditioned love for you, hey what's my mission? I'll probably never understand so I won't do the math yo fuck addition The way you front your vision make me think you drug addicted or you might've chugged the liquid Cuz you quick to run your lip and act like you ain't told me I'm the one that did it Got your whole body, soul and your tongue all skippin Chorus: Fuck you, why would I ever want to trust you? You ain't even part of my subgroup You prolly doin this shit to some crew 3rd one, we ain't gonna be the 1, 2 Why would I ever want to trust you? You ain't even part of my subgroup Ima count now so when I reach 3 better run Now one, two Verse 2: Wanna one up me It might get brutal and bloody My pupils are bugging out tell me who got the money I think I might be running out maybe move out the country I just wanna see beauty and man these humans are ugly For me they are doing nothing, absolutely fucking Stupid, the route to becoming something is nothing until it's suited And damn do I fit the part I have never been so included When they tell me that I shouldn't it makes me think I should do it I'm a tulip, okay but what do you got to give? Nothing you're just here for my amusement My presence got a person like you heading to the rubric Tryna do what I do just so you can say that you did LuzID may be dead but that doesn't mean that you live Me sweeping up the ashes from your awful little rap shit cuz I kinda went all batshit is the only time in action where you'll see me with a matching black dustpan and broomstick Chorus: Fuck you, why would I ever want to trust you? You ain't even part of my subgroup You prolly doin this shit to some crew 3rd one, we ain't gonna be the 1, 2 Why would I ever want to trust you? You ain't even part of my subgroup Ima count now so when I reach 3 better run Now one, two
7.
Breed (Annie Mal) - Lucy Camp Verse 1: It severed me severely, but not enough to censor A centerpiece sincerely I monogamous obsessed her Cut through infidelity like profitless professors who give anything to stop and pop esophagus aggressors I'm a consequence of pleasure, hypothesis endeavor For you to ever leave would take approximate to never It's a bottomless compressor, she's bottomless you press her For her to take the heat would make apologists possess her I want a non-oppressor, two losses, I saw the center Two talkative top assessors who walked in to drop success as a mock of a non too measured You watch as I knock the treasure Soon chalk will be rock and taught in every block and clock in letters Zoologist, possibly Quantity over quality I made my decision bring the monster the atrocity The father for the prophecy, we can sit and watch the wad of stupidity bubble up and I just wanna watch you Chorus: Breed, like the Annie Mal you are Not once did I think I would beg you to not sing Breed, like the Annie Mal you are And if I don't do this thing what will be of your offspring? Breed, such a stock in the strain when you're lost in the game and you can't figure out why she breed Can't figure out why she breed (Annie Mal Act x2) Verse 2: You can be and breed together, an embarrassment Amusing how I hold the gloves but I was your experiment Does it feel good? When you know that you don't care a bit Scaring him with the glare of a daring staring to swear at him And she swears that there was rare in him, rarity Comparing me to the comparison of an apparent parody Pairing me with the parents of a petty polarity Plenty poke clarity and I would've done and I would've spoke just about anything To be, on your side Now I'm, on your side And your skin it divides so splenic for the victor And pathetic for the stricter Bitch you bet it, I predict her Had to have an autopsy so photogenic for the picture Studies show that when a cut, cuts deeper I can't be caught with a cub or cunt either Get your cup, fill it up, fill it with blood and dump its liter Cuz I'm so done been done with a breeder You can Chorus: Breed, like the Annie Mal you are Not once did I think I would beg you to not sing Breed, like the Annie Mal you are And if I don't do this thing what will be of your offspring? Breed, such a stock in the strain when you're lost in the game and you can't figure out why she breed Can't figure out why she breed (Annie Mal Act x2)
8.
"Seeds" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: Gone to be left, it's a desolate place Where the God wants the blessed to be celibate My promise to them has no development but it's all I offer to them so I tell 'em it Melanin, yours my one favorite element Looking through the drawers I can't find my necklace Cryin bout my poor sight, not so intelligent But I want you more like the macho in gentlemen Settlement, just a couple rebels on a pedestal Lookin for the rest of you, they just wanna get it in But I'm so enamored you should see my manners You would be so flattered to fuck with the feminine The touch give you medicine, the stuff and your head is in a rush, feeling delicate because you're developing a crush so you better keep it hush, i'm malevolent I cuss got a deficit of trust and I'm definite it's us Us? It's a thing I know you wanted to discuss, but I got too much ridin on you plus If I don't piss you off I don't have to take the bus I don't have to use my money I don't have to give up none The funny about it is we're young And we feel we can't change what we've become Dark times sitting in the sun, thinking 'bout it's over when I hear it's just begun Chorus: Eyes closed, my time to talk and I froze I hope they know that you're with me I hope they go before you leave I am my own, i let it be known, we are too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds, baby you're growing to some weeds Maybe you'll blow before the breeze Baby you're so below degrees I hope they know that you're with me I hope they go before you leave I am my own, I let it be known, we are too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds Verse 2: Exploit some of them, might get in a blood fight More of them means more reason to flood like Tears and you're ghost while I'm making your buds white When you're here I'm the most clear in the sunlight Everybody here is so deep into love life Everybody here is believing they love life But even everyone know they destined to one day leave the sun's face Roots live and then some die Roots live and then some die Don't know what it takes to get you living above tide But if I let you drown, maybe I could pull you out And you could sun dry Bathe in the magma as hot as attraction Fuck all your half ass shit and your fractions I want it all, give me all the passion Or give me none, give me none all I imagine Be the one, be the one to call when I'm actin crazy Or call when I'm at your house cuz when I go out that's the one place I tend to go for safety My mind been a bit too daydream Make an underground girl go mainstream Chorus: Eyes closed, my time to talk and I froze I hope they know that you're with me I hope they go before you leave I am my own, i let it be known, we are too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds, baby you're growing to some weeds Maybe you'll blow before the breeze Baby you're so below degrees I hope they know that you're with me I hope they go before you leave I am my own, I let it be known, we are too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds Too grown for all these seeds
9.
"IMPACT" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: Should be easy but I'm not sun kissed Daughter don't matter when your son done missed 'bout some fun Pissed at my dumb young fist Wish that I could take it but my tongue hummed, hissed Do not uh know uh why it does what it does I just know I love it cuz it brings me back to the fuckin rubbish it does Whether they be taking me or punishing us Just a couple of us, don't really like it when you're talking all that trouble to us You get one shot, no one here will double it up Know when you're from, not, quick so subtle to trust Know you bubble it up, but it don't work that way, rubble and dust So I guess that ima have another huddle to burn and I guess that ima have another bubble to bust Chorus: Did you get that? This, that? Are you waiting to come out with a diss track? Do the things that I do to you distract? I only wanna be a part of the impact But every time I try to call you, you sit back You don't listen to the birds even intact, you don't listen to my words Even in fact You just kicked me to the curb and I did smack Telling me this shit ain't real rap, when you can only pinpoint one girl in the field that, never had a chance to sign a better deal flat, down to the details and decor, a sealed cap What female before wore heels flat? Not one that I can think of can appeal cats Without doin a bunch of woman concealed chats But no one ever understood they could feel that Verse 2: Allowing yourself to be walked on is not a principle appliance Phone and my laptop, screen with the black on, scream to me what's up with digital alliance? Wanna fiddle with the clients, tell 'em all about how I'm so little when I'm giant But they just stick the finger middle, bitter when I'm highest They don't understand that when I'm civil that I'm bias Wanna hear the beat sizzle into silence? He walked in so chiseled so violent I get it in through my lyrical alignments Thought about you little through the nick of time and I can Truthfully say that I don't even mind when People wanna say things really please enlighten me I wanna read what you write to me, first time I read a letter and I liked it Ya'll wanna make me the center Then cry over rhymes should've known where you had entered Say I brainwashed her/him when I never, She was that way before you even met her I used to be you but more and even better Now everything that's done is boring now the weather is storming, you're offended ignoring what I said to the four of my friends, poor you go ahead go and get her Chorus: Did you get that? This, that? Are you waiting to come out with a diss track? Do the things that I do to you distract? I only wanna be a part of the impact But every time I try to call you, you sit back You don't listen to the birds even intact, you don't listen to my words Even in fact You just kicked me to the curb and I did smack Telling me this shit ain't real rap, when you can only pinpoint one girl in the field that, never had a chance to sign a better deal flat, down to the details and decor, a sealed cap What female before wore heels flat? Not one that I can think of can appeal cats Without doin a bunch of woman concealed chats But no one ever understood they could feel that
10.
"My Kind" - Lucy Camp Verse 1: Brevity baby, yeah I might be seventeen maybe Depending on what you believe I'm not one to deceive but I got a few things that might make the jealousy hazy For you I'd do anything crazy Hydrangeas rest on your chest and you're dressed in the best little ebony lacing I've never seen such a breathlessly taking Mask like that, bask in flask the last I've had was rancid ask me why we never happened I say we did but the past I passed I moved on so fast it lasted, not even a minute's half and you were used to my advantage i extended my life span Chorus: Open up to me and I will let you in Let's ruin another bed spread Do you feel less human? Excuses, all the time Sex uses all the mind Death once a friend 'til it seduces all my kind (x2) Verse 2: Way too anticlimactic, sadly I've had it with saps and dramatic uncanny semantics Sad that it's gone but just happy i had it That means I'm grown and I'm actually avid Actually able to casually manage to stay in a place where I'm actually challenged I always try my best to keep both you and my family balanced But now vanity's here, and I seem to be acting so lavished Suppose I'll have to be banished but vanity can it be gravity vanished? And that is why I feel no agony Light as a feather I hold no capacity, famished You and I meeting soon, I don't believe that was the plan we established Chorus: Open up to me and I will let you in Let's ruin another bed spread Do you feel less human? Excuses, all the time Sex uses all the mind Death once a friend 'til it seduces all my kind (x2) Verse 3: To think about you I'll be doomed Foolish ways like I'm immune I know tonight will be our moon Cuz there's a bride who needs a groom If there's a time then it is soon Don't give it second thoughts, please forget your thoughts I know what's right if it's for you By the likes of it, you'll find a chick Who's like me but a bit more nice and thick A psyche that'll make your saliva spit But like me, you like 'em kinda sick That's why we we'll never find a fit You say hi I just get high and shit When you speak it's only to me Why is that the life I live? Chorus: Open up to me and I will let you in Let's ruin another bed spread Do you feel less human? Excuses, all the time Sex uses all the mind Death once a friend 'til it seduces all my kind (x2) I, I, where we go we'll never know It's a part of who I am, it's a part of who I am it's a part of who I am, it's part of who I am and a part I'll never show

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The theme behind this mixtape revolves around the two very separate definitions of Virago.Virago is defined as a bad-tempered woman, a shrew. A woman so assertive. At the same time, Virago holds the meaning of a strong willed woman who steps out of the expected domestic role. Some songs in "Virago" address the small worth of a woman's word, the impact desired to be made by those who have been discouraged throughout adolescence, the inability to grasp the raw reality of division between two former spirited bodies, and much more. Although some subjects may be broad, there are all kinds of different messages in each song.

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released December 20, 2014

Many beat makers helped me out with this mixtape. I was offered many instrumentals but did not end up using all of them. I'd like to thank all of the contributions from the producers in this mixtape.

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