Verse 1:
We're talking again
I feel unwelcome
The ambience is ice clear
I felt the stained glassiness of my tears I felt ya
Clammy grip while I weirdly held ya
I had said that I'm here to help ya
Eyes were red your life fears had swelled up
Inviting death and I nearly yelled but
The time wasn't right to hear me yell cuz
I thought it wasn't gonna make a difference
Chasing different dreams while we flourished
But the second you said it kinda
stayed encrypted placed a shift of ease in our current
Situation, didn't put the
Energy in that you should've
Desperately did I desperately did what I could to make the memory a good one
But then
But then there was a "but then" and anticipation went onto Halloween
Less invitations following apologies
I was sick of waiting, you forgot my qualities
And that was indication of problems honestly
But I didn't say shit
You thought I didn't wanna speak
But for your fucking information
That shit meant a lot to me
For awhile it was prolonged for weeks
For awhile I really got no sleep
So the deja vu, and the strain, and the fighting
aren't the greatest combo of the 3
Bet you're relieved you don't gotta go to me
It's stress relieving to dodge unwanted pleas
And get to leave when you want with lotta ease
But that's exactly how I never wanna be so

I'll stand up when you call
I'll stand up when you call
Clear light
Clear light
When you call
Clear light
Clear light
When you call
Ooooh
Ooooh
When you call
Clear Light
Clear Light
When you call

Verse 2:
I went through the roughest patch
You picked me up
And I slept in your car
You drove me out to the boating docks so to lift me up but I wept in your arms
You were stiff, we hugged like we just met at the park
I made a remark that was marketing my death
It must've scared you cuz
Ever since then, you haven't thought to hit me once while apart
And yes okay I said change
Could do a number on us if we let it
At the end of the day you caved
Don't complain when all the bits are where you left them
Ha put no energy in
Shit
Got my temper freeing
Watching my moves, like you're refereeing
It's really no wonder your friends are fleeing
One holiday I didn't get to see ya
Now you're in your head you start to get ideas
That I don't invite you when you never leave ya
Own house at all, I gotta check you're breathing
Otherwise I feel you'll end up being
Too in denial and much less agreeing
Upset? of course I'm upset you're bringing
A ton of stuff up that's dead, Jesus
I'm blunt it's not the same as inconsiderate
Don't confuse the 2 as synonyms
I'm not sleeping much either but you wouldn't know cuz you haven't been listening
Yeah just imagine you listening
I can't imagine that shit in my
Head that's a trip, that's a look at the map, that's a knock on the door, that's an avenue visit man
Relief is the least of my worries
And my world is topsy-turvy
And all I wanted was for my friend to be
Right there with me on the journey
And I could still see it happening
The both of us speaking overtly
Just give me the time and the place, i'll meet you have halfway
I might even be early

Hey Hey, I'll tell you my problems
And shine on the light on
I see clearly
Hey Hey, I'll tell you my problems
And shine on the light on
I see clearly

I'll be there for you
When you want the truth
I'll never lie to you
Forever and a day

I'll be there for you
When you want the truth
I'll never lie to you
Forever and a day